Jobhunt 2006: commence?
I always get rather frightened when things are going well for me, because I know that it will be very soon when things will go to complete and utter shit. And they certainly have for the most part. I hate being right all the time - it just makes me more cynical (and redundant).
Alas, I turn my bitterness toward summer, where my sadness dissolves and I can't help but feel a nagging twinge of optimism. For me they run hand in hand, and at times like these reason has won and I stop fighting it.